so I've basically been killing myself at the gym every day for the past two weeks and I just found out the most depressing thing ever this morning. I GAINED 3 lbs!!! How does this happen? I eat healthfully, write everything down, and go to the gym for an hour every day. I do NOT understand this at all. I think it has to be muscle for the weight training and high resistance cardio I've done because I have no idea how this could happen. Nikki said it was definitely muscle and that I shouldn't weight myself for at least a month into dieting because I'll get discouraged. She's right. I AM DISCOURAGED!! I thought I was doing so good! What do I have to do? Starve myself?? Geez. Dieting sucks.
So other than that depressing news, things have been going pretty well. Today is my first day off in the last eight days from Pascucci and I've been doing second session summer school. I actually fell asleep one day last week. As in...mouth wide open, head back, breathing heavily- ASLEEP. Apparently it was pretty funny. I think it's just because I've been working and working out so much. Lets hope so. I have a midterm in history next Wednesday that I intend to study for in the very near future. Trista and I might go to the SB beach today (since it's GROSS here in IV) and I'm going to bring my history reader with me. Although anyone who knows me knows that if I'm tanning I'm NOT doing anything productive. haha. I can never bring myself to read while tanning..but I'm going to give it another shot. I went to AEPi with all the roomies last Thursday night and they has the most amazing strawberry daiquiri and MaiTai slushies ever!! sooo good...and sooo alcoholic. I had to open at work the next day...almost unbearably painful. Trying to deal with lots of angry, hungry groups of people with a pounding headache is, needless-to-say, not the most enjoyable situation. People are so rude when they're hungry! Whatever. Ya just gotta keep a smile glued across your face and a monotone voice with everyone. I was doing laundry until about 11:30 last night then headed over to Trista's at about midnight (kind of a late start). She and her work friends were drinking at her place. I didn't drink but it was funny watching them gradually lose their inhibitions. We kind of just wandered aimlessly down DP for a while and I went back to my place around 2 before even going to a party. I got home, folded and put away laundry, and went to bed. All in all, a pretty fun night. I went to the gym this morning (despite the ruthlessness of my scale) and did a pretty hard cardio workout. I feel better now but mainly because of Brandon's comments from MySpace. He's seriously the best friend I'v ever had and I can't wait for him to come back to SB for good.
Well, I guess that just about sums it up for now. More later! :)